And another one bites the dust.......

For as much as I would love to linger 'n play catch up tonite with everyone here I really don't gotta whole lotta time to hang around to do so. But the reason for my quick come 'n go getaway is that I just cannot fuckin' believe that I am here yet again airin' yet again more bad news about yet again another goddamn death in my life.

Will this EVER end?

Dunno if any of ya recall the story about my dear friend Maryanne who had married my OTHER dear friend Jimmy (who was also one of my exes) back in October of 2008 but who was then found brutally murdered in November 2009. I hate to even admit that her killer is STILL at large 'n due to the so-called sticky circumstances surroundin' her death 'n the fucked up detectives personal views on the whole matter probably WILL BE at large for ever.

But in any event, early yesterday mornin' at 8 a.m. I gotta phone call from Jimmy's mom lettin' me know that Jimmy had passed away at 3 a.m. that mornin'. His heart finally gave out. He had been recently diagnosed with and fought a pretty damn courageous battle with colon cancer, which he really didn't need with all the other medical problems he had, and it had rapidly progressed to a stage where nothing more could be done for him medically.....so he just sat around in a hospital for a long stretch filled with excruciatin' pain 'n just waitin' to die.

He recently promised me that he'd wait for ME to "go" with him......dammit!!!

So bright 'n early tomorrow mornin' I'm gonna have to go say a final goodbye to my long-time buddy/ex-lover/ex-shootin' partner/forever friend, Jimmy.

I'm really gonna miss my lil' "Jimmito Bibbito" as I always affectionately called him, but once again I have just a smidge of comfort knowin' that he is finally back together with the OTHER love of his life, his new bride Maryanne.

May they both finally rest in peace. I love them both.